Hi Suzanna,
If your in need of some inspration, then maybe you should consider putting your name down for the WH Summer meet, which I belive is on 13th\14th July (Check out the "Meeting up, arranging trips and walking clubs" section for details).
You'll find loads of friendly and inspirational people with plenty of experience and experiences to share. It might just give you the 'push' you need
supermillie