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\"DavidDavid Lintern reflects on time spent in Assynt<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n

One of the most intriguing things about a few days solo backpacking… or in this case packrafting… is the joining up of thoughts seemingly unconnected. The ebb and flow, a continuity of activity that connects the otherwise disparate. Thoughts rise and others fall, and because I\u2019m constantly moving these thoughts are allowed the space to come and go. There is also the wakefulness that comes from immersion in the back country over hours that become days \u2013 a paying of attention to raindrops and their patterns on the loch, the waves of sound: Of wind fetched over water, geese honking in flypast formation, the silent presence of a boulder split in two by millennia of freeze and thaw. <\/p>\n

Sometimes the wakefulness is slow: I sleep when dark comes, I awake with the light. The wheel turns, the solar day must start again. Gradually, I\u2019m back in sync. Sometimes it\u2019s sudden: Look – just how many varieties of lichen live on that rock! It might be a change in atmospheric pressure or temperature that triggers it, or the deadly presence of the weather on a mountaintop, scoured by spindrift, a wind that forces me to my hands and knees. <\/p>\n

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None of this is laboured, poured over, it happens in the course of the day. Each sense is magnified, partly by the silence of solo travel, and perhaps by its value to me as a measure for my wellbeing in a shifting, mobile environment. I think this is true regardless of activity. It\u2019s to do with time and patience, a putting aside of distraction, an entering into a conversation with my surroundings. A bigger picture, and some vulnerability.<\/p>\n

There are two strains to the conversation. The \u2018awe\u2019 of how small we are. It\u2019s seductive to find oneself so small. It\u2019s arguable that to be put in one\u2019s place satisfies our guilt, punishes the ego, if that\u2019s your thing. Is there a catholic shadow to the Victorian sublime?! But it let\u2019s us off the hook by putting us on one. If we are rendered tiny, insignificant, then we have no agency here: it\u2019s beyond our help, our effect and our control. Our impact is excused. <\/p>\n

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Thankfully, there\u2019s another thread; a stiller, deeper river. It\u2019s of being a part of nature, not being apart from it. It\u2019s being both lost within it, and lost without. It might be a kind of love. We don\u2019t get to leave the table. As in a romantic relationship, if we act up, there are no excuses for poor behaviour \u2013 we have to face the music, and ultimately ourselves. The land and my movement through it becomes a mirror. After a few days camping and moving under my own steam, uninterrupted by cars and phones, it feels as if continuous, self-propelled travel may have always been this way. That there has always been an internal dialogue, a inward journey of discovery running parallel to the outward journey from A to B. The word \u2018Adventure\u2019 is tired, just another consumable with the shelf life of a Facebook post. Adventure is no longer an adequate descriptor. Solo in Assynt, I might be slipping into the stream of time itself.<\/p>\n

\"Lintern-00945\"<\/a><\/p>\n

According to Norse legend, this was where the gods practised mountain building. It is on a grand scale. Each hill is a set piece, a stand-alone, an island amongst islands. There are contours, and there are Inverpollaidh contours. Cul Mor bamboozled me. I tried in vain to come off into its northern coire, but a cornice still clung to its brim, too much for my unstable load. I tried twice over, then to the bealach, all without success. I spent hours backwards and forwards on that high chaparral. But as the sun began to dip behind a white fizz of cloud, I found a tender spot, a door left ajar. Unplanned in the mountains can be the best kind of quiet sorcery, or the worst. This time, I struck gold and chanced upon the \u2018hidden coire\u2019 I\u2019d read about. High up, a sturdy burn meandered fast across meadows of deer grass plump with snow melt. Lower down, waterfalls tumbled past ungrazed flowers, ferns and heathers and brown trout darted in a pink sand fringed lochan. A sunset to end worlds ended my day, Stac Pollaidh framed perfectly over the best. infinity. pool. ever. <\/p>\n

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There was a way off Cul Mor<\/a>, but not today. Late next morning, I went onto the brim of its hat and aimed for a single chink in the contour lines to meet the ruins of a shieling below. How hard was it here? Was it fertile, did the land yield? I try to tap in, but fail. <\/p>\n

We can but try.<\/p>\n

I reached Eilean Mor in the centre of Loch Sionascaig a good half day later than planned. \u2018Big island\u2019 has two hills, a Mor and a Beag. One end of it looks like a First World War film set, the trees distraught and wind blasted. The other is fit to bursting, regenerating well. There\u2019s birch, hazel and holly here, and a micro world of mosses. Deer tracks and droppings indicate that this floating larder is too great a temptation for swimming grazers to ignore \u2013 they island hop to get here. In the past it was protected as a National Nature Reserve for it\u2019s rare birdlife, but other 2-legged visitors are now allowed. Bearing witness to our presence, there are the remains of a large and unpleasant open toilet, and a huge fire circle. At least for the latter, I can understand how it happens \u2013 the perfect end to a perfect day, in a perfect place. Booze carried in on the canoes for the clients, a seeming abundance of deadwood. \u2018It\u2019ll keep the midges at bay\u2019\u2026 But what will we do when there\u2019s no more wood to burn? This beautiful island seemed to me right then to encapsulate our impact issues perfectly. Wandering through silent branches along thin animal tracks, the earth a rich, dark humus, I have one of those sudden jolts of wakefulness. There is nothing here that\u2019s spare. Everything is food for worms, mutable, ripe. In a very real sense, everything on the island is alive. <\/p>\n

\"Lintern-00859\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Do you ever feel wild places as a presence? \u2013 like you\u2019re being watched!<\/p>\n

The mountains of Assynt all push their noses into the westerly winds, the prows of Viking ships, weather breaking onto their craggy bows. The summit of Cul Beag takes this analogy to an extreme. A never-ending up, and when finally reached for a milky, wind torn sunset, a never-ending drop. Assynt is landscape as meaty, physical theatre: A science fiction scaled airport of gristly zeppelins poking through an animal skin stretched taut and thin, the bare bones of a homunculus rising from an ooze of mud and bog. The mess of life is here, I skid about on it for half a day, trying to climb Stac Pollaidh in a miserable dreich to no avail. In some ways, these are less interesting hills to be on top of than to stand under. But up on Cul Beag with the fading light, as the wheel turns again, I could fall off the world forever. Which way is up? <\/p>\n

A few seconds and I\u2019m back to my senses: Down is that way, out of the bloody wind. I love that mountain travel keeps me practical. It stops me floating off with the fairies and Sheila na gigs.<\/p>\n

\"Lintern-01018\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Walking out to Knockan Crag<\/a>, I disturb a pair of nesting Snipe at the side of the track. I\u2019m so grateful to know the names of my neighbours now \u2013 some of them at least. What\u2019s in a name? It\u2019s not everything, but it\u2019s a start. Isn\u2019t that the point of all this – to get to know our neighbours, to engage? Even the activity is incidental – just an excuse to get us here and keep us here for long enough for the real work to take root in us. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

David Lintern reflects on time spent in Assynt One of the most intriguing things about a few days solo backpacking… or in this case packrafting… is the joining up of thoughts seemingly unconnected. The ebb and flow, a continuity of activity that connects the otherwise disparate. Thoughts rise and others fall, and because I\u2019m constantly moving these thoughts are allowed the space to come and go. There is also the wakefulness that comes from immersion in the back country over hours that become days \u2013 a paying of attention to raindrops and their patterns on the loch, the waves of…<\/span> <\/p>\n

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